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1.
An Opening 02:34
I've been living in a dream my whole life I keep close to the sea where I'll die I - I don't know why, why I fuckin' try I been keeping my head afloat My body's sand but it longs to be stone Shaped and sculpted by some poet's beautiful vantage This room that I sleep is Haunted by Ghosts And I sleep so sound while they holler like a Hell Hound would But Hell is a white Man's word And I'm free from Sin With my Copper Skin I've been living with this little taste of danger huggin' to the tip of my tongue And I've been keepin' that flavour savoured Oh, for the visions, the visions they begot, Well, sometimes know Darling, that sometimes they are wrong And sometimes know Bbgurl, sometimes they are not. I've been living with this little taste of danger huggin' to the tip of my tongue And I've been keepin' that flavour savoured Oh, for the visions, the visions they begot, We waste through the day, await the Death of the Sun, Up all night we wait awake, await the Birth of the Dawn.
2.
Penned 03:20
I'm sick and tired of waiting on you to end the mess, just give me the rest. Bags packed and your hands are filled with jewels; Sad slave to time, you gave up the pen. And of your books, they were leather bound - leather bound. Journals you kept, they were leather bound - Did you finish any? Twas savage to say as ink was still drying, that some pages were best left empty. Some things are better left unsaid and Some things are better off fading away. For it's a write-off to subscribe to the conventions of the modern mind For to be called a dreamer's talking running while you're standing in line. So pick up the Devil's pen and write "Passion" til your heart won't bend And Don't Dare YOU Settle for less you can't be ready to die if you're not ready to live Don't Dare YOU Settle for less you can't be ready to die if you're not ready to live Arms wide open or Clenched Fist Arms wide open or Clenched Fist.
3.
Where am I going? I don't quite know. Down to the stream where the King Cups grow. Up on a hill where the pine trees blow Anywhere, anywhere, I don't know. And if you were a bird and you lived on the High You'd get pushed by the wind when the wind came by And when the wind came and pushed you away you'd sing That's where I wanted to go today. Where am I going? I don't quite know. What does it matter where people go? Down to the stream where them blue bells grow. Anywhere, anywhere, I don't know. And if you were a cloud and you sailed on the sky You'd sail on an ocean as blue as your eyes And you'd look down on me, yeah, in the field and say, my, Doesn't the sky look green today?
4.
Sob Sipping 03:36
I'm sob sipping, *sob sob* sipping again on these boring old stories you've heard there's nothing new there's nothing wrong God - ain't that the worst? The taste of musky, old, moldy mildew My minds tripping, wrecked, yeah I think I'm through, I trust myself less than I can trust you. We're only breathing in for moments at a time Expelling out accounts for everything else Save for the space that takes place In between every single breath Oh, what I wouldn't give Just for another kiss I - and You. This is a song I once called Sadness And I wrote it long ago But it no longer serves such purpose So I took apart the things it was and Kept what it is I liked We're only breathing in for moments at a time Expelling out accounts for everything else Save for the space that takes place In between every single breath Oh, what I wouldn't trade for a fucking cigarette I - and You. I'm High And Who are you?
5.
Truth told, after all, it doesn't even matter and I'm not so sure what's going on. Ghost steps, it's all in my head, but I can hear your words without them ever having left your breath. Poor me, living in a fantasy, if I could only find the strength to speak how I feel. I dim the light, it's hurting my eyes, sojourn through sleep to try to find your dreams tonight. Cowardice, I tried you on. A fine cloak of fear that weighed me down. Find peace and honest in one's own heart For the heat of your love can shatter the dark Cowardice, I tried you on. A fine cloak of fear that weighed me down. And I know I did you wrong And I know I hurt you bad And I only prayed for one last last Chance. Well, I think there's something to be said About what it takes to be a friend And that's just what I ain't been So no wonder we are where it's at Could you forgive this old fool? Cuz, truth told, after all, it doesn't even matter and I'm not so sure what's going on...
6.
It sets in like a Winter's Mist Where it will take us, well, one can't begin to guess... And Like that ancient bottle's trick One last sip slips you into that infinite nothingness... Home I gotta stay Near the Sea and Cedar Trees Rain She comes and goes Sometimes Snow on a Brisk and Bland Breeze... And then I drift a-dream And it's like Some Kind of Miracle Something Beautiful Something Beautiful Like an Everyday End of the Line Kind of Surreal... Oh, Baby, I'm doing fine living my life in the woods, I'm Off of the Books. Oh, there's so many fucking fish in the sea, won't you just let me be Off of the books.
7.
Sa(Ha)D 04:18
I seen a ghost waltz through the yard today In fact it blew right through the door On a wind and it was fierce So soft and so sincere The way it came and whispered in my hair The way it came and danced in my ear And it sang to me Happiness is sometimes useless It's some stupid math statistic And I can place it on a graph And I can claim I had a blast But what about honouring Anxiety? Accepting my Anger, Rage even? I know that I'm not always kind And like most I wield a fractured mind And I guess I get Sad Sometimes... When I think about the way that people spending all their everyday Illness mainly mental I've been feeling rather lame lately My knees are weak My body fades, My stomach shrinks And it's all decay And everywhere I happen to look it seems to stay the fuckin' same so What's the point in pretending that any of this is real? When what can be construed as real could be another fantasy? And maybe I am just sitting there Landlocked in my bed And the alarm clock's beep beep, beep beep, beeping in my head So I get up And I go to My good job Yeah, cuz they pay well And then I go and Drink it all away at the Bar (but at least we had fun right?) I get Sa(ha)d Sometimes I get S(ha ha)d Sometimes I get S(ha ha ha)d Sometimes I get S-Hahahahahahahahahahaha sometimes Hahahahahah

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Rough draft demo one takes of an album soon to come, eventually, I hope...

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released February 14, 2024

Homies, Medication (and the lackthereof), My Stomach for being grumpy, and my Wallet for pushing me to try and fill it up and prove my worth.

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From the Ghost British Columbia

Gilakas'la.
My name is k̓esu. I am a 2S individual from Tla'amin and Lil'wat First Nations.

These are songs I've written on my travels through this world, in an age of voices where most never get heard.

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